Grandaddy, this week has been really hard for me. I have broken down and cried several times. Ive been ill and mean to my husband and family at times and im sorry. I just wish you were here with me right now holding my hand. I miss you.. please come to thanksgiving with us and let all of us feel your presence as this day is going to be one of the hardest days of our lives. I love you so much, btw I talked to grandmommy tonight she said she had been upset too today.. we both said that we knew you were with us and taking care of us. I know in my heart you are, you are probably beside me as we speak. Maybe you could visit me in my dreams tonight. I miss you. night